结束了!

January 17th, 2009 by yvonnemak
一年说长不长说短不短,可是一年时间过得很快,不知不觉和你一起一年多了。这一年多我都过得蛮开心的,你蛮疼我的,什么都听我的。可惜现在我们要分开了。他们说得对的,我们是两个不同世界的人,不会有结果的。和你一起我会幸福吗? 和你一起我会一辈子开心吗? 你能满足我的一切吗?和你一起我需要挨苦吗? 这些都是在我们之间的问题。今天我伤心流泪不完全因为你,而是我听到了一堆的人生道理。这些人生道理就是解决我问题的答案。这些道理能让我了解我真正要的是什么,所以我想得很清楚,决定放弃我们之间的感情。两个人伤心好过三个人陪我们两个人一起伤心。对不起!你应该会觉得我很自私吧。可是我觉得我家人比起你更重要,所以我选择放弃你来减少他们的担心和伤心。我相信这对你来说应该不会是件非常难过的事情吧。你应该很快会把我忘得一干二净的。而我相信我的伤口也会很快痊愈的。虽然偶尔会想你,可是只要不看到你的来电和讯息,我相信总有一天我能把你忘了。

why why why and why???

October 6th, 2007 by yvonnemak

每当我在夜里 想 起你的时候         

不知道你在哪头
心里面有许多许多的爱与愁         

知是否是永远的伤口
当你扔下我一个人说走就走          

其实我也知道你很难受
只是这个世界把你我分两头         

割断情思与占有
想起你我相爱的时候         

想起只能在电话里头
我真的好伤悲好难受         

不知道什么时候才是 尽头
为什么相爱的人不能 够在一起         

偏偏换成了回忆
我带你的照片         

找到海角天边
希望你会在出现       

为什么相爱的人不能 够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆         

我就算忘记世界也忘记你
也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜       

as time goes by….

September 19th, 2007 by yvonnemak

日子一天一天的过,您也一天比一天老了。在这段时间里我好想为您做点东西可是我觉得我很没有用因为我只会气您却没有让您开心过。真的很对不起之前整天对您发脾气,可是您还是包容我,一样的爱着我。我答应您不再发您的脾气,什么都听您的话。很谢谢您在这么久以来一直的爱我,疼我。真的很开心有您在我的生活里,如果没有您我一定不会这么幸福的。您对我这么好我还经常埋怨您对我不够好,不够疼我,不够爱我,可是我知道您是这世界上对我最好的人。我是无法找到能像您这么爱我,疼我的人。所以我不会离开您,一辈子爱您,疼您,无论天涯海角都陪伴着您。您一定要好好的活下去因为您要照顾我,这是您的责任。可是您放心,到了某个时期我会照顾回您的。真的很谢谢您给我的生活带来了很多的快乐和幸福,没有您就不会有今天的我。谢谢您!记得我会爱您一辈子!我爱你!

A song dat is specially 4 u

September 4th, 2007 by yvonnemak

How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You’re my world, my heart, my soul

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Without you, there’d be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There’d be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don’t know what I would do
I’d be lost if I lost you
I
f you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Please tell me baby
How do I go on

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don’t you know that you’re everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

how do I live without you
how do I live without you baby
how do I live….

hope u’ll have a better life there… all de best 2 u!

对不起!

August 5th, 2007 by yvonnemak

之前我总是整天顶嘴,整天发你脾气。可是今天你和平常不一样了,平时你总是叫我帮你可是你今天却亲力而为。你说的对,平时你叫我们做东西我们却不愿意可是当我们要要求你时你却什么都愿意。今天我觉得你好疼我。虽然你平时整天念我们可是我知道你是为我们好的。我想说你和对不起。谢谢你因为整天为我们着想,对不起因为我整天发你脾气。最后想告诉你,我爱你!

i miss u very much!!!

July 31st, 2007 by yvonnemak

想念的心装满的都是你

我的钢琴弹奏的都是你

我的日记写满的都是你的名

才发现又另一个黎明

这首歌很适合形容我现在的心情。自从那天后,每当想起你对我说的那句话我的眼泪就会忍不住的流下来。在之前你已有这种感觉可是我不曾有过这种感觉,可能那时我们的感情还不深吧。现在我好想告诉你我好想你哦。我选择信任你因为我知道你不会骗我。我知道你很疼我,希望那天我会在你身边,可是很对不起,我骗了你。那天我是没办法在你身边。对不起!我知道如果你知道后一定会很生气我的,所以我选择在最后一分钟才让你的朋友告诉你。希望你不会生气。每当你看到我哭,你哭得比我还要惨。所以我不相信你会是那种人。你说你离开时不准我哭可是你却哭了。你知道吗,你哭的话我也会哭的。所以你别哭吧,我不想看到你这样。和你一起的时光我很快乐因为你带给我很多的快乐。我不会因为别人的一句话而生你的气。我知道有时我可能会发小姐脾气,可是你都能包容我。谢谢你!!!倒数42天,你要走了,真如你所说的‘ i hope to see you again’… I LOVE U!

my frens

July 31st, 2007 by yvonnemak

My fren like getting less n less… I feel like they don like me… I don noe y… but dis is wat I feel… I jux feel that I’m stupid n I’m not belongs to their group… they seems like have nth wanna talk to me… maybe I think too much… dis is not de first time I have dis kind of feeling… I’ve tried 2 ask myself not 2 think too much but I cant stop thinking… everytime I saw them chat till very happy so I don wanna interrupt them… coz few times when I’m there they stop their conversation… when I’m not there den they’ve many things 2 chat… I noe every1 have their secret so I jux didn’t ask why… I’ll jux keep in my heart… 2day I noe dat u r angry wit me coz I noe I really did nth… I noe I shud do something but u didn’t tell me wat 2 do n I really don noe wat to do… I feel sry 4 u all but anyway I feel happy in de end coz I feel dat sometimes u all r really good… maybe I shouldn’t join u all… I feel very bad becoz everytime I c dat u all r de 1 hu doing everything n I do nth… n sometimes I think dat I’m de black sheep… if I’ve did sth wrong I apologize here… but anyway few mths later I’m leaving adi… hope dat u’ll feel better after I leave… I noe sometimes u r really mad wit me n maybe u don like me but however v were still fren… u always said that I think too much but dis is wat I am… since I was born, I am a very sensitive girl… a little bit of problem will let me think a lot… I’ll be sad if my fren ignore me n refuse 2 talk 2 me… I am really sensitive in dis… I like my frens 2 be happy wit me… hope v still can like last time go yum cha, go shopping n go watch horror movie 2gether… I love u

a nice a memorable trip!!!

September 22nd, 2006 by yvonnemak

on wednesday i had a trip 2 genting wit my college fren… there was 6 of us… it’s was quite fun… at first every1 meet at gombak den v take bus 2 genting… when reach genting den v check in 4 room… after dat v go play at theme park… it was quite bad luck… almost everytime when v wan play something den 4 sure there is maintenance… haiz… but not really bad luck till de end coz 4 many ride v can get 2 ride 4 many times… if i’ve heartattack i think i will die soon… coz me n ming guan ride cockscrew 3 times, roller coaster 2 times, spinner chair erm don noe how many times, space shot 2 times,flying dragon 3 times… if de flying coaster is FOC den i think v all will play dat as well… it was really fun wit all of them… v play till 5 something den v go plan wat v wan had 4 dinner… after v had our dinner den v went bak 2 our room… v play cards den after a few hrs den v take turns 4 shower… after every1 finish shower den v watch movie 4 like 1 hr den v go walk walk… de weather was not cold but is cooling… about 10 something v went bak 2 our room 2 drink ( oni 6 of us noe wat v did ) hehe… v play cards again but dis time got punishment… i’m de first hu get punish but them… it was very charm 2 get punish if u were de first 1… after me den de punishment was not really as bad as mine… haiz… nvm… i enjoy it… haha… v play till 1 something… coz every1 is sleepy… morning me n joanne go 4 breakfast den walk 4 a while but most of de shop is not open yet… den v went bak 2 our room… at first v decided 2 walk walk at first world but end up in de room n wait 4 time 2 check out… it was really a nice trip… i enjoy it very very much… thanx girls!!! thanx 4 inviting me… i will never 4get dat moment… 1 week later v’ll be having our training adi… v must take care of each other k? muaxx!!! luv u all!!!

omg… time flies…

August 28th, 2006 by yvonnemak

omg… time really flies man… so fast i’m going to end my term 3 adi ar… after end my term 3 den my yr end exam is coming soon le… damn strees wei… even though it’s oni 3 papers n it takes oni 3 days but in dat 3 papers combine many subjects… haiz… wan die adi la… y wan treat me like dat… haiz… sad sad sad… after exam den need to go 4 training lo… very scary ar… after my training continue my term 4 den after term 4 need 2 go 4 training 4 2 mths again… i can’t imagine how term 4 will be… how 2 find guest? some more it’s 30 servings le… die lo… haiz haiz haiz… when i come bak from my training i wan 2 write a long long essay 4 all of u 2 read… hehe… n all my clsmate pls write blog 2 tell us how’s ur training ar… 3 mths cant on9… i miz my lao gong!!! too bad cant bring my lao gong there… if not i sure will bring him 1… i need 2 pack 3 mths things le… can u imagine how big my luggage will be? 3 mths cant go home… i’ll miz my bed, miz my parent, miz my bro, miz my frens, miz my maid, miz my doggy, miz my relatives n miz everything in my hse n also miz everything in KL!!! i wish dat 3 mths will past fastttt… coz i scare i cant take de strees there… but i believe i’ll past de training…

stupid!!!

August 11th, 2006 by yvonnemak

dis morning i created a post but den!!! don noe y suddenly when i save post… but de stupid thing is don noe y it doesn’t appear… make me so geram la!!! really very stupid ar!!! haiz… wat 2 do… now very lazy wan 2 write again… but still will write la… erm… maybe 2moro